Bengong-ing

Well.. I am finally back to work after a short holiday with my best friends to Bali and Malang. Quite exhausting but overall it was so fun. We met the "replica" of the famous people at Bali like wannabe.. :p and also some funny moments during the holiday. Talk about it later :p

And now, here I am. Back to office that is so quite right now because there's no one here. And I am bengong-ing and waiting for the job to come while listening to the music on my handphone which is Goodbye by Air Supply right now. (gak penting). And Kelly and Bobo are sitting and like staring at me (kyaaaa..) fyi: kelly is a dog & Bobo is a doll in front of me :)

And then... back to the rutinity so here I am!

All izz Well

All izz Well is an interesting quotation from a Hindi movie - 3 idiots. It means that you say to your heart that everything is gonna be alright so you have more strength to face the problem of yours. And that is what I'm mumbling in my mind because of some things suddenly come to mind.

Future - I used to fear of future, I don't know why. But I tried to enjoy the "Present" (aka now) and it worked. And once again I don't know why why it suddenly came and I feel like I can't touch anything about the future.

Friendship - I am so thankful of having such of good friends. But somehow, I tried to do something right to one of my friend, but I don't think that the person got my point right. I know I was betting my friendship, but I thought that I had nothing to lose. And suddenly (again!) my phlegmatic side arose. I was just in progress of losing a friendship.

F F F - yeah besides future and friendship, there's another F F F comes to mind. I don't know what to do or feel right now. I just can pray and hope that everything is gonna be alright and everything is gonna be right in time. All izz well. Amen.

Thank You for Stopping By

Even though you are imperfect person

I know you tried

Even though you failed sometimes

I know you wouldn't give up easily

That's why you were my best

As time goes by

I don't know why you changed that fast

to a person I barely know

You broke my heart like thousand times

from little things to a big surprises for me

Lots of questions for you in my mind

but will never come out

Lots of things I wanna tell you

but will never be told

I am here and you are there

We are on our own now

You don't know what I'm going through

You don't know how it feels

Too much for nothing

But I have to be stronger

Leave everything behind

Let it be just my memory of you

Thank you for stopping by

Thank you for being part of my story

Here and Now

It's been a long time I don't write. I miss writing. Right here and right now I want to start writing again. Posting story, poem, article, or just stopping by to say hi :D